I Walk through hell everyday the devil don't notice me
The spirits of my dead potnas watchin over me
If I could trade god them eyes and get my guys back
Holup I'm movin too fast, lemme rewind back

Picture it
By the time I hit 9th grade
5 of my potnas was resting inside a grave
And now they walk wit me I took em all on they first plane
I feel em in my lungs when I'm standin on that stage

Stopped lookin forward to bein a high school grad
Cuz by the 10th grade, both my grandaddies passed
Let me tell it couldn't nobody love you more than me
I miss you cursing me out, I miss you spoiling me

The fallen angels tied to me, they float like balloons
Can't let em go but I ain't tryna see em soon
A winner with no friends is a loser in the end
So I'm tryna make a million while I can

HOOK

Told me pay for this abortion or you'll kill it
I kinda wanted to keep it so I'm really in my feelings
You was actin too normal right after, I'm wonderin what's up
You bussed out cryin witcha mouth open I KNEW we fucked up

So add a baby to my angel army
You prolly don't believe me but I'm sorry
I know you had a heartbeat
So did my OG but his day was marked
Him and his baby mama died 15 years apart- that's hard

And to this day I never met another dude like you
Remember everything you taught me still move like you
The nigga who shot you did his time he out here free
I hope he can't stop thinkin bout you, hope you in his dreams

It seems
We all connected to the dead
Tears fallin out my face, hair fallin out my head
I reached out to your son but he never got back wit me
Try not to be too disappointed in me