This whole year's been painful
But I'm grateful
I'm still here and I'm strong
We didn't really lose nobody
We gained angels
Blessed from above and beyond
So start with a prayer this Christmas
For those who can't be there this Christmas
I don't come around on the holidays
They always make me feel some kinda way
Don't wanna bring you down I'm not being fake
Just saying what's in my heart
Not in the mood to argue
Or listen to your jokes
The people who get close always hurt you the most
I miss being around y'all, ain't nothin my folks
We used to be so happy, how bout we start over